Not a glimpse
of the stars in your eyes
dancing, flickering
alongside the tinkling crystals of your laugh
Not a hint
of the lingering scent of burnt paper
and ash from a lowly stick
doing tangos on your alabaster fingers
Not a sliver
of daydreams of such delicate hands
caressing the traces of ink on my humble nape
scarred by brutal needles of lies
Not a glimpse
Not a hint
Not a sliver
For a painter must not fall for his muse.
From one mistake to the other
Like a fly i flutter
Buzzing, beating my wings
The saccharine stench of a ruined relationship
Hang dense in the air
From one mistake to the other
Like a moth
whose eyes are glued
to the caramel tongues of flame
whose heart is set to touch and
be scorched by the warmth
Love is a riddle: Reblog and bold what applies to you;
My personality:
- I’m loud.
- I’m obnoxious.
- I’m sarcastic.
- I’m cocky.
- I cry easily.
- I have a bad temper.
- For the most part i don’t like people.
- I’m easy to get along with.
- I have more enemies than friends.
- I’ve smoked.
- I’ve smoked weed.
- I drink coffee.
- I clean my room daily.
My appearance:
- I wear makeup.
- I wear a piece of jewellery at all times.
- I wear contacts.
- I wear glasses.
- I have braces.
- I change my hair colour often
- I straighten my hair often
- I have a piercing
- I have small feet
Relationships:
- I’m in a relationship now.
- I’m single.
- I’m crushin’.
- I’ve missed an ex before.
- I’m always scared of being hurt.
- An ex has physically abused me at least once.
- I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
- I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
- I’ve been in love more than two times.
- I believe in love at first sight.
- I believe lust is more important than love.
Friendships:
- I have a best friend.
- I have at least ten friends.
- I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
- I’ve beaten up a friend.
- I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
- I can trust at least five people with my life.
Experiences:
- I’ve been on a plane.
- I’ve been on a train.
- Someone close to me has died
- I’ve taken a taxi.
- I’ve taken a city bus.
- I’ve taken a school bus.
- I’ve gone bungee jumping.
- I’ve made a speech.
- I’ve been in some sort of club.
- I’ve won an award.
- I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
- I’ve been in a physical fight.
Music:
- I listen to R&B.
- I listen to country.
- I listen to pop.
- I listen to techno.
- I listen to rock.
- I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedy until i hate it.
- I hate the radio.
- I download music.
- I buy CD’s.
Television:
- I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
- I watch soap operas daily.
- I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
- I’ve seen and liked the O.C.
- I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill.
- I’ve seen and like Americas Next Top Model.
- I’ve seen and like Popular.
- I’ve seen and like 24.
- I’ve seen and liked CSI.
- I’ve seen and like Everwood.
Family Life:
- I get along with both of my parents.
- My biological parents are still together.
- I have at least one brother.
- I have at least one sister.
- I have at least one step brother/sister.
- I have at least one half brother/sister.
- I’ve been kicked out of the house.
- I’ve ran away from my home.
- I’ve sworn at my parents.
- I’ve made my parents cry.
- I’ve lied to my parents.
- I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
- I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
- I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
- I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.
Hair:
- I’ve been brown.
- I’ve had streaks.
- I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
- I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
- I’ve been blonde.
- I’ve had black.
- I’ve been red.
- I’ve been light brown.
- I’ve been medium brown.
- I’ve been blue/green.
- I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
- I use conditioner.
- I’ve used silk therapy.
- I’ve used hot oil treatments.
- I’ve curled my hair.
- I’ve straightened my hair.
- I’ve ironed my hair.
- I’ve braided my hair.
School:
- I’ve yelled at a teacher.
- I’ve been suspended.
- I’ve had an in-school suspension.
- I’ve been sent to the principals office.
- I’ve walked out of class.
- I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
- I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class. (Kas1, hello!)
- I’ve failed a test.
- I’ve cheated on a test.
- I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
- I’ve failed Art.
- I’ve failed P.E.
- I’ve failed math.
- I’ve failed science.
- I’ve failed another class. (Kas1, TWICE)
- A teacher has called my parents.
Harhar. :P
I really have to stop writing about him.
But then again, he’s such a prolific muse.
Oh Misery, such saccharine scent you have.
Death is such a welcome respite
Too scared, cowardly to take charge
To stop this wickedness
End this suffering
This grey life under a drab sky
The song of that wielding blade
Nostalgic
Haunting
This unrestricted heart
Downtrodden by a hundred soles
Souls holding hands, holding knives
Aghast
Bloodied
Trickling from skin to dust
Murkish petals
Of red roses
Strewn on the ground
A professor in one of my English classes told this to our faces earlier.
Hasn’t left my head since then.
“What they say said in 1988 was true, UP HAS LOST ITS SOUL. The reason why you’re here is because YOU WANT TO BECOME RICH, YOU WANT TO BECOME FAMOUS. You should remember who you should please.. Your country, NOT yourselves.”
Everybody was dumbfounded as ever.
A cold “goodbye” was all we heard from her after that.
*Chills
Tsktsk..
I like the smell of old second-hand books.
I like them dog-eared, used and slightly tattered.
I like people who read, not just collect..
writing emo-poetry
reading crappy and not-so crappy novels
drowning in the beat of the drums
being stalked.. by YOU.
